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azurelunatic) wrote2002-10-13 11:18 am
azurelunatic) wrote2002-10-13 11:18 am
Evidently...
...Shawn has a posse. They showed up, and he had to get offline, but before they did, we had a nice long chat. Almost like old times, only without the inconvenient lust thing making me want to have him fuck my brains out, and the less-convenient love-thing making me want to marry him. It's odd. Now that I've gone to his wedding, wished him farewell, and spent the past three years scraping him out of my life, he's an old close friend, but he's ... safe. He might still blow things up, he very likely still fucks around, but he's someone I know how to handle, now. He brought my mind to a state of collapse, and left it there, but I'm recovered, and no one's going to hit me there and make me fold ever again.
He's the same guy who was my high school best friend, only now I don't allow him to hypnotize me. We had a comfortable gossip. His daughter helped him put his office chair together, and now she (almost 3, I think) thinks it's hers, and flips every time he tries to sit in it. Group sex is still "high on [his] list of cool", although now babysitters need to be brought into the equation, and not as direct actors. *eyeroll* Still good ol' Shawn, I see. If Darkside glares and sulks every time I sleep with Adam, he'd positively skewer me if I should ever consider sleeping with Shawn again.
Told him I forgave him for the shit he pulled in '96.
We talked movies and music. He hates Rugrats, which his daughter loves; she doesn't get to watch it while he's around. (Mommy probably lets her watch it, I'm guessing.)
Our old friend the manic rhodophile is living in Phoenix; that I knew. He's not smoking weed anymore, which was news to me: I may in fact look him up, as he was a cool guy even when he was smoking every day. His girlfriend's at MIT, which is probably why he went clean.
Anyone who dates Shawn's daughter must have his balls removed with a vicegrip beforehand. Shawn's a good father. I like him. He recommended Donnie Darko to me. That pushes it over my threshold for "might see sometime" to Definitely Will See When I Get The Chance. Mmm, and music!
His writing has so improved. He had me read the first 21/2 chapters of a fanfic he's writing. Not bad at all. Even drunk, and not a devotee of space battle writing, I got sucked in. That's good writing: I skim David Weber and occasionally don't finish the book, and he's evidently one of the best.
Shawn's politics and mine are still tracking along roughly the same lines. Also good to know. Who is the phallic potato?
He's the same guy who was my high school best friend, only now I don't allow him to hypnotize me. We had a comfortable gossip. His daughter helped him put his office chair together, and now she (almost 3, I think) thinks it's hers, and flips every time he tries to sit in it. Group sex is still "high on [his] list of cool", although now babysitters need to be brought into the equation, and not as direct actors. *eyeroll* Still good ol' Shawn, I see. If Darkside glares and sulks every time I sleep with Adam, he'd positively skewer me if I should ever consider sleeping with Shawn again.
Told him I forgave him for the shit he pulled in '96.
We talked movies and music. He hates Rugrats, which his daughter loves; she doesn't get to watch it while he's around. (Mommy probably lets her watch it, I'm guessing.)
Our old friend the manic rhodophile is living in Phoenix; that I knew. He's not smoking weed anymore, which was news to me: I may in fact look him up, as he was a cool guy even when he was smoking every day. His girlfriend's at MIT, which is probably why he went clean.
Anyone who dates Shawn's daughter must have his balls removed with a vicegrip beforehand. Shawn's a good father. I like him. He recommended Donnie Darko to me. That pushes it over my threshold for "might see sometime" to Definitely Will See When I Get The Chance. Mmm, and music!
His writing has so improved. He had me read the first 21/2 chapters of a fanfic he's writing. Not bad at all. Even drunk, and not a devotee of space battle writing, I got sucked in. That's good writing: I skim David Weber and occasionally don't finish the book, and he's evidently one of the best.
Shawn's politics and mine are still tracking along roughly the same lines. Also good to know. Who is the phallic potato?