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azurelunatic) wrote2001-05-13 09:34 pm
azurelunatic) wrote2001-05-13 09:34 pm
dysfunction
I'm trying to go cold turkey from love for a while. There's no one I'm in love with right now. I've been in love, constantly, for the past seventeen years.
I'm just dragging around these days, silent and unusual. My sister wants to know what's wrong. I'm not telling her, since that would be whining and she'd give me a good solid lecture on the topic of love, et cetera.
I love; I am loved; I have a lover (well, online, but that still counts); but I am not *in* love.
You're right.
It's physical.
It hurts.
I'm just dragging around these days, silent and unusual. My sister wants to know what's wrong. I'm not telling her, since that would be whining and she'd give me a good solid lecture on the topic of love, et cetera.
I love; I am loved; I have a lover (well, online, but that still counts); but I am not *in* love.
You're right.
It's physical.
It hurts.