Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
azurelunatic) wrote2001-05-16 11:01 am
azurelunatic) wrote2001-05-16 11:01 am
Oh my....
Strolled down to game room to say hello to my other best friend. This is twice in one day that this has happened: we just stood there, talking to one another, and...
...my friendship with him is perfect. Perfect.
Sure, there are things we could improve, and it would be nice to spend more time together, but ... when I'm with him ... my worries don't vanish, but they're manageable, and I just feel ... peace.
Happiness, too.
I can't describe it.
It's wonderful.
...my friendship with him is perfect. Perfect.
Sure, there are things we could improve, and it would be nice to spend more time together, but ... when I'm with him ... my worries don't vanish, but they're manageable, and I just feel ... peace.
Happiness, too.
I can't describe it.
It's wonderful.
Ummm....
*sigh*
Not too sure about anyone else connected to the situation. He and I have been holding hands, nonphysically, for long enough that it's bound to have some effect or other.
We haven't been letting go.
I may end up letting any other relationships I may be having, such as any, oh say for example, ONLINE ones.... go.
What I need right now is focus. And gods know that when I see his eyes, while we're standing together and not physically touching even, I've got that.
Even when we're not physically near each other.
It's odd.
I like it.
Re: Ummm....
Don't worry about the online stuff.
It comes, it goes.
Whats important are the RLs.
The people who type theese journals in.
Just remember that you can simply just say hi.
or get ahold of people if you need someone to talk to.
I've more then great cyber skillz to me ;)
Godai