azurelunatic | (no subject)

I'm no longer looking for love.

Somehow this should scare me. I've been looking for my One True Love ever since I was five years old. This should really scare me.

But somehow, no.

I have love. I've got friends, I've got a "fling" now, I've got my unrequited adoration for Darkside. I've got friends. I've got family. I've got friends who should be family.

I'm happy.

I have love. I don't need to find it. My family loves me and I love them. People are being added to the family often, as uncles, as aunts, as brothers and sisters to me. The children are what bind us together, I've found. We can express who we are to each other in terms of what the kids call us.

Nephew calls me "Mommy" often as not these days...