Stutter, stutter.

[azurelunatic]

I can't talk. I stutter. I write the same words I would say on the board. I know what the names of the things are. I can't say the words that are the actions, how they play with each other and change each other. They dance together, and I can say how they work with the arrows, but the words don't work.

They modify.
They update.
Change.
Flag.
Return.

Why can I not say that because it changes a bool, it does not have to return? How can I say this in English? The query returns a value. Not the update. Unless we want to know that the update had been successful. Only then.

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[azurelunatic]

No. We do fine writing. We can switch when writing. Easy.

Trouble *talking* in person. Explaining. Can't switch easily realtime facetime. In lab together, all of us. Working together. Five people in group. Am one of the five. The other lady, the three guys. I am one who 'gets it'. I am one who has to work out the theory into our drawings and concepts, and we must translate what I see into their language.

Can't switch fast realtime when working. Hard. Could if emergency. Not when working.

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[iroshi.livejournal.com]

Ahhhhh. Hrm. Interesting. Wonder if you could code some sort of resource-sharing into the central system. N% running the coding, Azz doing the translating and running the mouth only. I *know* you guys can all be aware and think simultaneously, so all it is is a physical control-sharing issue. One of you runs the hands, and the other one runs the mouth. You need to install output ports!

[azurelunatic]

http://www.livejournal.com/users/azurelunatic/2029768.html?thread=2811848#t2811848 --

That's only going to be helpful if *I* actually understand what she's thinking about. If she could translate it into words easily, then I'd be able to understand it and output it with no trouble.

As it is, the proposed solution would result in something along these lines, which is actually fairly close to what's happening now:

Me (with mouth): "I have no idea what we're doing, but I think this is the answer to all the issues we've been having trying to get this to work."
Her (with hands): *draws complex diagram, then spells the procedure out in numbered steps, complete with arrows pointing at what actions are taken and what they do, with amusing verbs detailing how it is done.*
Me (with mouth): "So, evidently, we, um... Let us finish drawing this first."
Her (with hands): *proceeds to take fifteen minutes and finish diagram*
The rest of the group: comments on our prowess with programming, and how when we're in the real work world with a real manager, they're going to ask me to explain something, I'm going to get tongue-tied and take over their whiteboard, much to their surprise.
Her: tunes them out
Me: gets grumpy with her for taking over the ears, because I was trying to listen because it was amusing
Her: internally informs me, "I am FOCUSING!"
Me, after she finishes: "Ah. Evidently this is the object, these are the methods, these are the attributes, and here's what they all do."
Them: "Ahhhh. I think I see. ...Weren't you worried you'd break your neck doing that somersault? The floor's really hard in here."
Me: "Um... hehe... I turned a somersault? Hehe...."