Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 (
azurelunatic) wrote2003-05-16 07:59 pm
Well, that's better, now.
Nearly nonfunctional, picked up phone card, phone, and online address book and called Ro.
She managed to calm me down into a place where I wasn't actively ready for self-injury, then I managed to get through to her one of the real issues for the panic attack.
Seems that me vs. sloppy roommates is an Issue, yes, but my real problem was with my response to it. Anger engenders panic engenders anger, and so forth. By fanning the flames of the righteous anger, it could have gotten so much worse...
Family conference tonight, at any rate.
She managed to calm me down into a place where I wasn't actively ready for self-injury, then I managed to get through to her one of the real issues for the panic attack.
Seems that me vs. sloppy roommates is an Issue, yes, but my real problem was with my response to it. Anger engenders panic engenders anger, and so forth. By fanning the flames of the righteous anger, it could have gotten so much worse...
Family conference tonight, at any rate.

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