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azurelunatic) wrote2003-05-26 03:02 am
azurelunatic) wrote2003-05-26 03:02 am
Phone
I did call Darkside at 9:15 tonight. He sounded horribly tired. He worked 10-hour shifts this weekend.
I want to wrap myself around him and hold him and give him a backrub and let him grump about work to me.
I want to be able to take the time to tell him the things that I'm discovering that I'm terrified of.
...I'm scared of being a grown-up and taking care of myself. Somehow being a grown-up and taking care of the Little Fayoumis is only the natural order of things, and not hard at all.
I want to wrap myself around him and hold him and give him a backrub and let him grump about work to me.
I want to be able to take the time to tell him the things that I'm discovering that I'm terrified of.
...I'm scared of being a grown-up and taking care of myself. Somehow being a grown-up and taking care of the Little Fayoumis is only the natural order of things, and not hard at all.