Well. Now I know.

[azurelunatic]

Betrayal evidently involves feeling like a bleeding idiot.

It would be making matters worse to offer further betrayal in the form of my blood spilled out. One betrayal does not cancel another, and some are more survivable for the other party, than others.

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[chorus-of-chaos.livejournal.com]

I wondering what the heck is going on the last few days, this is like the seventh journal I've read where someone is really hurting because a friend betrayed them.

I don't know what to say, other than I wish there were something I could do to make you feel better. If you need to talk I'm at bansidhe@adelphia.net.

[azurelunatic]

Worse.

I'm the one who fucked up.

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[chorus-of-chaos.livejournal.com]

ah. Well, everyone does it some time, what is it I keep seeing in your journal, something about being human.

Hope things can get sorted out.

[azurelunatic]

Fortunately, he seems to see himself as the one good friend to me that everyone deserves.

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[chorus-of-chaos.livejournal.com]

lucky you. I thought I had that at one time, then found out that was only the case as long as I could lend money, play taxi, and other forms of support. I've been burned so many times I don't know if I will ever have a friend other than online again. It hurts to damn much.

[azurelunatic]

I'm sorry that the rest of humanity has been such a collective unmitigated asshole in your direction.

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[chorus-of-chaos.livejournal.com]

Everyone has thier moments, but I seem to find those who PREFER those moments. Sigh...I've met some grand people on LJ though!