Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
azurelunatic) wrote2001-10-22 10:08 pm
azurelunatic) wrote2001-10-22 10:08 pm
Oh dear gods.
The horror is about to commence.
Once upon a time, I was a fourteen-year-old female with too much time on my hands and nobody to talk to. So what did I do?
I wrote notes to myself.
...This developed into some form of something that might or might not have been a mild (as in I was still very functional) form of dissociative identity disorder. It stuck around until I was 20, providing angst, providing entertainment, providing rescue from what otherwise could have been dangerous depression.
Why mention this now? The depression has cleared up, leaving behind only a tendency to sulk and a wardrobe full of black clothing. The facets/shards of myself were integrated by some severe soul-healing from Votania and Darkside and then a meditation upon The Hermit in the school cafeteria.
I mention this now because it looks to me like Darkside's going to do the same damn thing I did.
He's got two identities on the Keenspace message boards now, and it looks like the two of him are going to mix it up.
I've been there before, so it's to be hoped that I can catch him if he falls.
Once upon a time, I was a fourteen-year-old female with too much time on my hands and nobody to talk to. So what did I do?
I wrote notes to myself.
...This developed into some form of something that might or might not have been a mild (as in I was still very functional) form of dissociative identity disorder. It stuck around until I was 20, providing angst, providing entertainment, providing rescue from what otherwise could have been dangerous depression.
Why mention this now? The depression has cleared up, leaving behind only a tendency to sulk and a wardrobe full of black clothing. The facets/shards of myself were integrated by some severe soul-healing from Votania and Darkside and then a meditation upon The Hermit in the school cafeteria.
I mention this now because it looks to me like Darkside's going to do the same damn thing I did.
He's got two identities on the Keenspace message boards now, and it looks like the two of him are going to mix it up.
I've been there before, so it's to be hoped that I can catch him if he falls.