Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 (
azurelunatic) wrote2002-02-09 11:27 pm
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"You're insane, woman."
Which is a pretty decent compliment, coming from me.
Would you believe that I'm the nuttiest that most people in my high school knew? They all saw me as the quiet sort of one who was building up a lot of mental and emotional pressure and would explode someday. Well, they were pretty much right. Have somehow evaded going postal, completely, though...
But quiet little Azz was the one they thought of as completely fucking insane. I didn't see things, or technically hear voices (I had multiple personalities, but they pretty much showed up by mentally elbowing me in the mental ribs; I was very easily able to discern inner dialogue from things coming in through the ears) and I didn't freak out that everybody was after me.
I was sane, sort of. I didn't kill things, or hurt them...
I just didn't like TV. And did like science fiction. And wore all black. Bisexual witch. Bisexual geeky protoprogrammer witch who could put up with that idiot Shawn.
I was nuts.
Would you believe that I'm the nuttiest that most people in my high school knew? They all saw me as the quiet sort of one who was building up a lot of mental and emotional pressure and would explode someday. Well, they were pretty much right. Have somehow evaded going postal, completely, though...
But quiet little Azz was the one they thought of as completely fucking insane. I didn't see things, or technically hear voices (I had multiple personalities, but they pretty much showed up by mentally elbowing me in the mental ribs; I was very easily able to discern inner dialogue from things coming in through the ears) and I didn't freak out that everybody was after me.
I was sane, sort of. I didn't kill things, or hurt them...
I just didn't like TV. And did like science fiction. And wore all black. Bisexual witch. Bisexual geeky protoprogrammer witch who could put up with that idiot Shawn.
I was nuts.