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[azurelunatic]

Marx talked me up. Will see Darkside in the morning. Will get hug. Will claim hug.

Not fair to Darkside, that he gives me so much, all the things that mean so much to me, and all I have to give him is my friendship. He deserves more than that of me. Whatever I have to give, should be his. A fair exchange. He seeks so little for himself, of me -- but I want to give. The friendship I give him costs me nothing; indeed, I would be the poorer for not giving it to him.

I trust him to say the right thing to me, to not upset my balance; or, if he upsets my balance, to find a new and better way to balance me afterwards, and help me arrange it all together again.

He deserves only the best, does Darkside.

If only I were the best.

Comments

[iroshi.livejournal.com]

Regrettably, you cannot give what is not desired, even if it would be a fair exchange. And it doesn't matter if you are the best or not...when someone deserves the best, you give them *your* best, and that is enough. However, he does not want your best...so give him as much as he will accept, and be content for now.

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[votania.livejournal.com]

that is so true. Be who you are, allow them to be who they are. People cannot be things that they are not. It is shallow and wrong.
Truth is, can you live with them that way, or is it to much that they are who they are and severing the tie is what should be done?
Deep emotions can cloud the mind, so be careful.

D.E.

[azurelunatic]

What I give him is the best of what he will accept. Always.

...the other day he apologized for studying at breakfast when he had a test that day. Silly Darkside. He needn't apologize for putting school first before gossip. His presence is by far enough for good company.

Re: true

[votania.livejournal.com]

...Darkside is who Darkside is, and I would have him no other way.

Adam... well, half my mind is still being rounded up for jury duty.

Re: true

[azurelunatic]

woops. Accidentally replied to this comment as you...