Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
azurelunatic) wrote2002-04-06 09:33 pm
azurelunatic) wrote2002-04-06 09:33 pm
Out.
Adam is out with V. tonight: dinner and a movie. He doubts he'll get home any time tonight. Last night he was out at a LAN party and got home sometime before dawn.
I'd been hoping to snuggle with him tonight to shake the blues away. Dammit.
At least he tells me these things. ...Well, no... I have to call him to coax the information out of him.
Well, at least he tells me truth rather than not.
Why do I feel like Ekaterin, making empty excuses for Tien? Why do I feel like Shawn all over again?
...I should give my heart back to Darkside. He knows, at least, the care of it...
I'd been hoping to snuggle with him tonight to shake the blues away. Dammit.
At least he tells me these things. ...Well, no... I have to call him to coax the information out of him.
Well, at least he tells me truth rather than not.
Why do I feel like Ekaterin, making empty excuses for Tien? Why do I feel like Shawn all over again?
...I should give my heart back to Darkside. He knows, at least, the care of it...