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Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 ([personal profile] azurelunatic) wrote2001-06-11 11:18 pm

the edge

It always scares me when I trip on the edge like that.

I found the problem. I found the thing that linked me to the panic that, I'm sorry, only my friends will read about.

I was not well then. I am still realizing how fragile my grip on sanity is. Both hands clawing at the edge, only I have to spare one hand to hold tight to the hands of those I will not let go of.

I flunked pullups in gym class.