Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 (
azurelunatic) wrote2011-11-19 05:20 am
Clothing is often a valid life choice.
Why do I keep doing these things? I know what happens when I do these things, and yet, I keep doing them.
Every now and then I get distracted or something when shifting between clothing states, and I wind up wearing not very much at all in my apartment. Depending on the time of year and how much clothing I started out in, the apartment may or may not be heated much above the ambient non-windy temperature outside.
I have noticed, after experience and taking notes, that due to my personal insulation and habit of fidgeting while sitting ostensibly still, my core temperature will remain quite reasonable, but my skin temperature, particularly over the better-insulated bits, will drop.
When my skin temperature drops, my mood likes to crash. When my mood is protected in some way from fully crashing, I become cranky anyway.
I cheer up and relax when I put on clothing and allow my external temperature to start coming back up. Sometimes (like that one time with the concrete back in 1998) it takes a shower before I actually am the right temperature all over again, and for a bit the water drips off me cold while the heat transfers.
I keep doing this. I keep wandering around with my skin uncovered, and it keeps getting cold, and I keep getting cranky. I know this happens, and yet sometimes it ... just happens.
Every now and then I get distracted or something when shifting between clothing states, and I wind up wearing not very much at all in my apartment. Depending on the time of year and how much clothing I started out in, the apartment may or may not be heated much above the ambient non-windy temperature outside.
I have noticed, after experience and taking notes, that due to my personal insulation and habit of fidgeting while sitting ostensibly still, my core temperature will remain quite reasonable, but my skin temperature, particularly over the better-insulated bits, will drop.
When my skin temperature drops, my mood likes to crash. When my mood is protected in some way from fully crashing, I become cranky anyway.
I cheer up and relax when I put on clothing and allow my external temperature to start coming back up. Sometimes (like that one time with the concrete back in 1998) it takes a shower before I actually am the right temperature all over again, and for a bit the water drips off me cold while the heat transfers.
I keep doing this. I keep wandering around with my skin uncovered, and it keeps getting cold, and I keep getting cranky. I know this happens, and yet sometimes it ... just happens.

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It's not just you. I actually slow down to where I can't get dressed and my brain slows and ugh. If I get cold enough, like you, I can't get warm.
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I'm supposed to shower (hot hot) twice a day during my migraine season. So many chances to strand myself! I'm so silly.
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