I hope it is OK that I just wander in here (ended here via the reading list of someone who is on my reading list ...) but just: thank you for this post. I am sorry that this happended to you (and that this keeps happening), but what you've written resonated so much with how I myself react, with how I spent my day yesterday. And just: your post made me feel less alone. Also put into words a few of my own feelings that I had trouble verbalizing. Thank you.