Love

[azurelunatic]

Despite the sleepy-depression, feeling just happy this morning. Time spent with Darkside is a good thing.

He didn't know something that I told him; it sprang from the discussion of how he should perhaps avoid the general area where Votania's going to be until she no longer wishes to hurt him. I hope it helps, that he knows now.

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Re: beyond doubt

[azurelunatic]

Given that I mentioned that you were sorry that the situation had happened in the first place, from the beginning... He'd evidently been under the impression that you'd enjoyed breaking his heart.

It's somewhere to start. He and I are actually talking more, now.

Re: beyond doubt

[azurelunatic]

I know. You know. Now he knows too.

At least half the trouble is that he can be such an emotionally inaccessable closed-off boogerhead; otherwise, that would have gotten cleared out right at the beginning.

Remember:

[azurelunatic]

Emotionally inaccessable boogerhead. He wouldn't have been hurting from that misconception of his (I don't know what ass he pulled that out of, but it's not smart enough to be out of his or yours) if he'd accepted my offer to talk about it...

I think one of his issues might be that he is the Vulcan-boy, he can keep all emotions inside, and displaying them is weak... but I think he may have the conception that everyone else is keeping all of their emotions out on their sleeves pretty much like I do... and compared to him, lots of people do... and I guess since he only really saw you being strong and moving on after that, and didn't see any of what you were going through, he didn't guess that there might be more.

Emotionally inaccessable boogerhead.