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azurelunatic) wrote2002-09-05 10:16 pm
azurelunatic) wrote2002-09-05 10:16 pm
More boundaries
Darkside and I worked on that, this morning. We got into what looked like it could have been one of our typical sparring matches, and then he, mindful of my careful appearance for my speech this morning, decided that it was a bad idea, and told me to sit down. No, not "told". Ordered.
I am a submissive, when in the right frame of mind, but you order me about as much as you order Darkside to do something: that is, not at all, and never without permission.
So I sat down -- in Darkside's chair.
Silly Lunatic. Darkside went around behind, lifted the chair up, and deposited me squarely upon the floor, much to my surprise. I am not a small woman, and while he is strong, there's only so much of him in that skinny little body.
After getting up and brushing myself off, I told Darkside with much certainty that he had permission to order me to sleep, but nothing else. This time, he asked me to sit down, and so I did.
Darkside is noticing what I wear. Today I wore a white tank top rather than my usual black.
I am a submissive, when in the right frame of mind, but you order me about as much as you order Darkside to do something: that is, not at all, and never without permission.
So I sat down -- in Darkside's chair.
Silly Lunatic. Darkside went around behind, lifted the chair up, and deposited me squarely upon the floor, much to my surprise. I am not a small woman, and while he is strong, there's only so much of him in that skinny little body.
After getting up and brushing myself off, I told Darkside with much certainty that he had permission to order me to sleep, but nothing else. This time, he asked me to sit down, and so I did.
Darkside is noticing what I wear. Today I wore a white tank top rather than my usual black.