azurelunatic | Delight/despair; chaos/order.

Have been instilling order into my life. Not the orderliness that is Greyface, but rather the order that is the natural enemy of the Greyface that manifests as the mold in the salsa, the dead rat in the bag of chips. This is the order of the fractally-arranged closet, the order of small drawers with surprises within, the order of all books put in a bookshelf, the order of flat places to put an unexpected project, the order that has just that much chaos lurking within should you see it with other eyes.

I am transported with delight: this is my room as it was intended to be.