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azurelunatic) wrote2001-07-22 10:58 pm
azurelunatic) wrote2001-07-22 10:58 pm
Romance Update
So, basically, it's another waiting game.
Dave and I are going to hook up when we ever see each other again... from our reactions to each other over the internet, it sounds like it's going to be an epic reunion taking hours, requiring that no one be within hearing distance, especially not small children.
One small problem:
Dave is Army. Dave is in Germany.
Joanie is not Army. Joanie is in Arizona.
We don't know if his next leave will be at any time that I'll be off school... we don't know where he's going when he does get leave... he may just stay in Europe, as getting here from there is a bit of a pain, especially when you've got a limited time to do it in. Going back to Alaska from Germany burns three days of leave right there.
I've got a cunning plan in any case.
I hate to sound like a manipulative slitch. I really do. But I happen to be one, deep down inside.
Dave knows fairly well what the score is on Darkside. If Darkside decides to pounce me and stuff like that, then HELL YEAH am I going to accept it ... I haven't been going after the guy for *no* reason at all...
...but Dave gives me motivation to chill out on Darkside, which I really and severely need to do. Darkside'll calm down if I'm not leering at him 99.9% of the time... maybe it'll give my evil ploys a chance to sink in. I was soundly chewed out for trying to force things with Darkside... did I mention that Sis can see right through me? And in any case, if Darkside is going after me, and I'm going after Dave, that will give Darkside motivation to be *better* than Dave... or something.
Is anyone familiar with the psychology of the Darkside? Help?
Dave and I are going to hook up when we ever see each other again... from our reactions to each other over the internet, it sounds like it's going to be an epic reunion taking hours, requiring that no one be within hearing distance, especially not small children.
One small problem:
Dave is Army. Dave is in Germany.
Joanie is not Army. Joanie is in Arizona.
We don't know if his next leave will be at any time that I'll be off school... we don't know where he's going when he does get leave... he may just stay in Europe, as getting here from there is a bit of a pain, especially when you've got a limited time to do it in. Going back to Alaska from Germany burns three days of leave right there.
I've got a cunning plan in any case.
I hate to sound like a manipulative slitch. I really do. But I happen to be one, deep down inside.
Dave knows fairly well what the score is on Darkside. If Darkside decides to pounce me and stuff like that, then HELL YEAH am I going to accept it ... I haven't been going after the guy for *no* reason at all...
...but Dave gives me motivation to chill out on Darkside, which I really and severely need to do. Darkside'll calm down if I'm not leering at him 99.9% of the time... maybe it'll give my evil ploys a chance to sink in. I was soundly chewed out for trying to force things with Darkside... did I mention that Sis can see right through me? And in any case, if Darkside is going after me, and I'm going after Dave, that will give Darkside motivation to be *better* than Dave... or something.
Is anyone familiar with the psychology of the Darkside? Help?