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azurelunatic) wrote2001-05-02 11:51 am
azurelunatic) wrote2001-05-02 11:51 am
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finding the lion
I'm going to go say hi to my friend who I no longer love. (odd to say that about him; I'd loved him pretty much forever.)
Wonder if he's going to read it. If he doesn't, then someone who knows him probably will.... he gets to read my journal anyway, sometimes. I hadn't been letting him recently because of that whole dangerout emotion thing, but that's pretty much void now.
Feels really empty.
Why the hell do I want to do such stupid, self-destructive things anyway?
Wonder if he's going to read it. If he doesn't, then someone who knows him probably will.... he gets to read my journal anyway, sometimes. I hadn't been letting him recently because of that whole dangerout emotion thing, but that's pretty much void now.
Feels really empty.
Why the hell do I want to do such stupid, self-destructive things anyway?