Depression

[azurelunatic]

votania and marxdarx are beginning to get to see how I've been all along, now that the person I usually hack stuff out with isn't going to DeVry any more.

At least every month, I have a Bad Day or two, where I cry and generally feel sorry for myself. It's not that anything specific in my life is Wrong And Needs To Be Fixed, it's just that I'm depressed and can't handle shit. Giving me an itemized plan of action on How To Fix This is not the thing to be done; it's just time to sit by me and hug me and reassure me that I'm loved and I'm going to be all right.

Because I am, the next morning. Usually.


Darkside had been doing that for me, giving me the love and hugs I needed, if not quite offered in that fashion...

Now that I don't have my regular source of support, I look far less stable...

Comments

[hai-kah-uhk.livejournal.com]

Only one day? Can I be you?

:oD

[azurelunatic]

Heh.

I am a strange creature...

Sometimes it's one day. Sometimes it's more. It's at least one day, though, even if I'm taking care of myself.

Pain never takes me out for more than a few hours until the ibuprofen kicks in.