azurelunatic | Dreams

I think there have been cameos... but nothing I can pin down enough to talk about intelligently. More like watching rather than a starring role.

Yes, quieter. But certainly not as interesting. :-)

Unless maybe you've been coming in under my radar (azz-dar?)

Hm. Maybe I cranked the volume low.

I don't know why it feels like my dreamlink to you is somehow attached to my dreamlink to Darkside...?

Tandem dreaming?

Like, for dreaming, whenever I dream at him, you get a copy. Hm. Dream-energy mailing list?

Dream majordomo? heeeee!

I think too, a part of this is I'm really working on making my dreamcasting footprint a bit less noticeable. For those who can see these things, I've (likely) had a very big "receptor" (?) or whatever... the sign of a non-shielded dreamer. I've been working with my good friend Heidi on ways to have more control over the satellite dish. Or maybe I'm being more selective... I really don't have a clue. I've just been using some techniques she taught me that are at best a band-aid solution. I'm still searching for something a bit more permanent that will allow me to invite people in rather than acting as a catch-all for dream detrius. (No fingers pointed towards you... I've rather enjoyed the opportunity to explore this with you. But I think I'd feel more comfortable being able to implement some boundaries).

I didn't want to bring this up yesterday because I wasn't sure that it was working. So I "tested" it last night. What I said above seems to be accurate... but again, I'm really not positive.

I think you are still visiting.... but that it's so much less of an impact than before because of the "filters" (?). I also suspect that if you were to have a Really Bad Day, that I might still know about it.

Aaaaand....I had a phrase pop into my head last night, but it may or may not have something to do with the Name we were wondering about before. I will email it to you and you can let me know what you think.

Interesting.

I am still not particularly aware of your presence in my dreams; the only stuff I know about you being there is that you tell me about it, and what you say rings true to me.

I'm even a little weirded that I've been broadcasting loud enough so people I don't even know can pick up loud and clear, and I'm wondering who else is having my dreams come into their sleep.

Have you identified with, or do you happen to recognize a rogue black bear (light brown muzzle)? He was very aggressive and was unafraid of humans but seemed lost... like he (I felt that it was a he) was searching for something... and would get very upset with anyone/thing that got in his way.

It didn't feel like you... but I get the feeling it was connected to you in some way.

I don't know if most people recognize dream images that aren't regular dream images.

But as for being weirded out, it was my understanding that once you became aware of a new "talent" that it took some time/practice before you could gain any measure of control over it, true? (For the record, I feel as if it's your presence in MY dreams and not the other way around). And you are telling ME about being weirded out?? *nods* Believe me... I KNOW the feeling...

(For the record, I feel as if it's your presence in MY dreams and not the other way around).

In other words, you are doing the dreamcasting, and while I might not necessarily be the intended recipient, I am picking up the broadcast.

Me == transmitter.
You == very big antenna.

I'm wondering who else has antennas as big...

"My, you have some BIG antennas!" ;-)

Dreamcasting? *giggle* But I'm not a gamer! I just hang out with them!

I know I know... it was the best I could do at the moment. hehe

I have an ex-fiance in the Anchorage area, who has obsessive and possessive tendencies, not to mention the little psychotic thing with the extra personality, and the potentially on drugs bit...

(re-reading way old entries)

... would that have been

ralmathon? He's my big brother bear mage, and he was in my head a lot around then.

Hm.

It seems a little more 'private' on this end... but then, I haven't been getting enough sleep, so I sleep like a rock when I do sleep.

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