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azurelunatic) wrote2002-03-01 04:57 pm
azurelunatic) wrote2002-03-01 04:57 pm
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4:39 pm: Subj: trust the witch
Votania mentions to me that, A) Darkside is an idiot for not seeing what he has available to him romantically speaking & not taking advantage of it, and B) I have so many other romantic options than Darkside open to me.
Someday, she says, when I kiss him, she hopes he'll kiss back. The time for that may be past, however: since my love makes Darkside so uncomfortable, I shall not make another pass at him. In other words: he blew it, if hard-to-get was his game. If he genuinely has no attraction or possible attraction to me, then great. I give up. If he loves me, though, he'll have to kiss me first.
4:57 pm: Shopping is my bag today, regardless of general lack of $. Groceries must happen. Will be hitting Adam up for bills & so on far more. Flat broke. Thought I could afford to go out for movie w/ Darkside sometime this week but no. Shit.
Will, however, be able to pick up some unplanned hours @ work: DeVry's spring break is happening & FAO (office @ work) will be understanding & let some people take days off & let other DeVry kids take up the slack. Cool.
Votania mentions to me that, A) Darkside is an idiot for not seeing what he has available to him romantically speaking & not taking advantage of it, and B) I have so many other romantic options than Darkside open to me.
Someday, she says, when I kiss him, she hopes he'll kiss back. The time for that may be past, however: since my love makes Darkside so uncomfortable, I shall not make another pass at him. In other words: he blew it, if hard-to-get was his game. If he genuinely has no attraction or possible attraction to me, then great. I give up. If he loves me, though, he'll have to kiss me first.
4:57 pm: Shopping is my bag today, regardless of general lack of $. Groceries must happen. Will be hitting Adam up for bills & so on far more. Flat broke. Thought I could afford to go out for movie w/ Darkside sometime this week but no. Shit.
Will, however, be able to pick up some unplanned hours @ work: DeVry's spring break is happening & FAO (office @ work) will be understanding & let some people take days off & let other DeVry kids take up the slack. Cool.