2002-06-24

azurelunatic: Vivid pink Alaskan wild rose. (Default)
2002-06-24 02:56 pm

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I didn't realize how lonely it was here without Adam.
azurelunatic: Vivid pink Alaskan wild rose. (Default)
2002-06-24 03:02 pm

Sometimes I'm such a bitch

I am NOT fit to be the mother of teenagers, or even the roommate of teenagers. I'm still one myself. I'm in my room and my door is shut.
azurelunatic: Vivid pink Alaskan wild rose. (Default)
2002-06-24 03:09 pm

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General frustration all around. Snipping some contacts. Some things frustrate me when they wind up on my friends page.

Realizing, out of all the LJ'ers whose journals I read, how few I actually would consider as friends.

I really think that I am going to hermit for a while. My walkabout with my aunt should be good.
azurelunatic: Vivid pink Alaskan wild rose. (Default)
2002-06-24 03:11 pm

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fucking mood swings.
azurelunatic: Vivid pink Alaskan wild rose. (Default)
2002-06-24 04:12 pm

Sayers

Reading Voices of Chaos (A.C. Crispin and Ru Emerson) right now: I'm so very glad I've started reading Sayers. The tale of the hormonally deficient bride, for example. I got it! I'm recognizing literary allusions all over the place! I love it!
azurelunatic: Vivid pink Alaskan wild rose. (Default)
2002-06-24 06:11 pm

Server

Having fun. I am now admin. Eeeeks.

Hope I do half-well.

Why do I feel like crying?
azurelunatic: H2G2 green character crying with spotted towel. (greensad)
2002-06-24 06:40 pm

Go away, world.

This room feels too big for me, all of a sudden.

Sad. Feeling like crying. Probably not going to. Probably will eventually call Darkside. I can be logical for a while. Objectively, I know that the relationship was ending, and that he won't accept a hug from me is all part of that.

Just....hurts.
azurelunatic: Vivid pink Alaskan wild rose. (Default)
2002-06-24 08:29 pm

Well, that's that.

We talked. We hashed out what was what. He'll hug me when he's over feeling so hurt. Dawn's theory was useful, but not on the mark. Nothing I would have suspected, but I'll remember it for future reference.