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[azurelunatic]

fucking mood swings.

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[spydielives.livejournal.com]

yeah - fuck em.

[azurelunatic]

I shouldn't be this irritable, but I am. Too many people in too small a place, and there's got to be a scapegoat.

[spydielives.livejournal.com]

Isn't venting what a journal's good for?

[azurelunatic]

Yeah. He's also on my friends list. (I put him back on 'cause I felt really rotten about taking him off, but he was bitching and I didn't want to read it and felt petty and he's STILL deleted from my IM contact lists.)

[spydielives.livejournal.com]

and thats what custom friends lists are good for. i have one named default (for when i fall behind in reading), one called local, one called trusted, ...

[azurelunatic]

I've got several. I just got really damn mad.

[azurelunatic]

And besides, I'm on the Pill...

[spydielives.livejournal.com]

Me too... and I had a tubal 13 years ago.

[azurelunatic]

I know it fucks with my moods; I'm just hoping I'll be able to stay on it and stay sane.

[spydielives.livejournal.com]

*nodding*

[azurelunatic]

To this day I'm not sure how much of my depression after Shawn decided to get married was the breakup and how much was the pill; not sure either way. I know a lot of it was Shawn.