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Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 ([personal profile] azurelunatic) wrote2003-05-06 07:29 am

hospital

waiting. Crocheting. Idiot (well, well-meaning/uninformed) anasthesiologist showed her needle. Panic.

She's OK, though.

Am inexplicably panicked myself over a future I'm seeing. So mundane...

I see it. How suburban. How tame. How... I am terrified. I barely dare hope. I must trust in my own strength. I must trust in my strength of friendship and love and stubbornness.