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Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 ([personal profile] azurelunatic) wrote2003-05-07 11:28 pm

Blond moment.

So I shall ask him if I'm supposed to be resistant to the things that are good for me, in general. And I give him the clue bat that, DUH, he never would harm me, and even though he may not have internalized that one yet, I have, and this is why I'm such a pushover where he's concerned.

And I shall ask him if he's noticed, lately, how I've been about standing up for myself to others. He probably hasn't, but I can fill him in. I was not formerly good at that. I can definitely compare that. I think he'll be happy about that, as he lights up when I have a good day, and gets worried and comforts me when I have a bad one.