Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
azurelunatic) wrote2003-05-11 02:49 am
azurelunatic) wrote2003-05-11 02:49 am
Silences
I anticipate a flaming row with Darkside, on the issue of my self-esteem, my weight, his sense of beauty, his self-esteem, and so forth.
As an additional arguing point, if we really do get going, I may well bring up the topic of that unwritten letter to him. Of course, bringing that one up in a row is fighting exceptionally dirty, but I know I've got to talk about that with him sooner or later, and ... I may not have the courage to mention it when we're both calm, peaceful, and relatively happy with each other.
I have no idea of the timing of this event; I just know it's been brewing for some time. The latest clue came when he made what was intended to be a joke, a week or more ago, and I burst out crying instead of giggling at it.
As an additional arguing point, if we really do get going, I may well bring up the topic of that unwritten letter to him. Of course, bringing that one up in a row is fighting exceptionally dirty, but I know I've got to talk about that with him sooner or later, and ... I may not have the courage to mention it when we're both calm, peaceful, and relatively happy with each other.
I have no idea of the timing of this event; I just know it's been brewing for some time. The latest clue came when he made what was intended to be a joke, a week or more ago, and I burst out crying instead of giggling at it.
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