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Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 ([personal profile] azurelunatic) wrote2003-05-11 10:48 pm

Terrors

What do you think my worst fear is? What's yours?

[identity profile] aina42.livejournal.com 2003-05-11 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Yours- rejection......?
Mine- Love.

[identity profile] sionainn.livejournal.com 2003-05-11 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Yours = Losing Darkside
Mine = Being alone the rest of my life

[identity profile] snowelf.livejournal.com 2003-05-11 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I have to say that I would think your worst fear would be losing Darkside for good.

Mine...I have too many to list, really. But fear of rejection and of people getting angry at me are two big ones.

Re:

[identity profile] snowelf.livejournal.com 2003-05-12 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
*nods* Yes, it hurts immensely when it comes from someone you cares about. Anger and rejection both hurt so badly then, it is like being punched in the stomach repeatedly.

Re:

[identity profile] snowelf.livejournal.com 2003-05-12 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, yes. At times, I would prefer a physical punch.

Fears

[identity profile] popefelix.livejournal.com 2003-05-12 06:52 am (UTC)(link)
Yours: A horde of howler monkeys whose fur is dyed in Day-Glo colours, all of whom are named Tim.
Mine: Obscene legumes.

Re: Fears

[identity profile] popefelix.livejournal.com 2003-05-12 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
In all seriousness, apart from losing [livejournal.com profile] hlynna, I think my greatest fear is being a poseur. To ultimately, when all is said and done, be hopelessly and irrevocably mundane, no matter how wierd a persona I put forth. At this point, I don't think that's the case, but none the less, the fear is there.

Re: Fears

[identity profile] popefelix.livejournal.com 2003-05-12 12:06 pm (UTC)(link)
The obscurity of a legume doesn't bother me. It's the obscenity that gives me the screaming fits.

[identity profile] iroshi.livejournal.com 2003-05-12 03:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Everyone knows (and several have correctly listed) what your worst fear is. I'm not sure what my worst fear is, honestly. I can think of several, and I am not sure which is "worst". For those who might wonder, Chris isn't anywhere up there. Being my soulmate, after all, means that anything that happens between us is only for this lifetime...we'll be back together again once we die. (Bwahahaha! He cannot escape me! *evil grin*)

Anyway, one of my greatest fears is boredom.

Another fear is that I've made up a hell of a lot of the things that my life revolves around in order to escape the first fear.

Those are the two biggest ones, I think.

The other one, the one that screws up my life the *most*, and that tends to sneak up on me, that only my real friends notice...is that I'm afraid of success. I've been accused of being afraid of failure, but I'm not, really. I'm afraid of success. I know, deep down, that I can succeed at damn near anything that I really try at.

But I've also found that well over 75% of the things that I succeed at turn out to be boring once I've gotten past the challenge of doing them, and they come with responsibilities, and then expectations, and requirements, and...I am seldom able to succeed *twice*, because I'm not capable of really trying *twice*, because...well...I get bored. I'm afraid of success. It usually leads to disaster, for me.

I try to find places where I'm just happy without struggle...

Oh dear. I'm going to have to make my own post on this one, aren't I. You have the damnedest way of asking questions that require a whole post... *sigh*