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Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 ([personal profile] azurelunatic) wrote2003-05-16 04:19 pm

Bad week

This past week, since the 8th, has been very bad and stressful. I don't know what has been up, but it's been awful. A couple days, I melted down crying.

Everyone's been too tired, and the house has been a wreck, and Little Fayoumis has been sometimes being good, but sometimes very much not.


Got a bad stress headache, one of the knotted-muscle ones. Was unable to soak it out in the hot tub. Tried to sleep. Couldn't.


On the 10th... I tried some kittenslaying. Fell asleep, on the ragged edge that is frustration and the need to sleep and the inability to, because things keep waking up. Bad day.

Probably a few too many rituals going, too, draining my energy. Got some Very Good Advice, though. Some counseling.

Got some places to start on clearing the air with Darkside. The house is still a mess.

Tried to kill kittens again. Failed. Crashed out.

Had a good grouch featuring Mr. Shallow.

Wound up sleeping in Thursday and today, missing class, just so I could have enough energy.