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azurelunatic) wrote2001-10-21 12:41 pm
azurelunatic) wrote2001-10-21 12:41 pm
The List (explained)
That is a list of the people I love, in rough order of general attention to and intensity. This would be romantic-type love and sexual love, rather than other types of love, because I've got a lot more people I love, if that's the way I'm listing things.
Every now and then, I list out the people I love, romantically, in order of precedence. It changes, of course, who's loved how much and who comes first. Sometimes there are equals. Sometimes there aren't. If I'd made that list a week ago, it would have read:
Darkside
Adam
Dave-in-Germany
...but since Darkside said "No", he just got bumped an order of precedence lower. The list more rightly reads
Adam Darkside
Dave-in-Germany
because Adam and Darkside are now approximately of equal importance.
I go back over the lists from time to time, seeing how it's all changed.
Every now and then I make up a list of what I wear, too, and a personality evaluation, just to keep tabs on who I am and what I'm like.
Every now and then, I list out the people I love, romantically, in order of precedence. It changes, of course, who's loved how much and who comes first. Sometimes there are equals. Sometimes there aren't. If I'd made that list a week ago, it would have read:
Darkside
Adam
Dave-in-Germany
...but since Darkside said "No", he just got bumped an order of precedence lower. The list more rightly reads
Adam Darkside
Dave-in-Germany
because Adam and Darkside are now approximately of equal importance.
I go back over the lists from time to time, seeing how it's all changed.
Every now and then I make up a list of what I wear, too, and a personality evaluation, just to keep tabs on who I am and what I'm like.