thoughts on rahtermuch wine (or equiv)

[azurelunatic]

called up the party . had much fun. ro's fun. good party. wish we where there.

forgot whatr was goninag to sahyh.

I think it was about my beautiful dearest love. And the whole dom thing. i think dagger could dom him, eh? but htat wasn't it. Oh! when dagger was out she noticed i thought it was weird being Shanna. Long time that I was saying shut up shanna all the time. but now she's me too.. Because I was joanprime and I was shanna and we're both 'Ni now. Yay!

And shanna was par tof dagger too. and laughing hawk all went in dagger. and azz went into me. is why doin't really think of azz as my name. that was azz. I'm ... 'ni. Joanie. But they call me 'ni inside.

Except there isn't much inside unless we take it outside. It doesn't transact in words, only when we have to do this for the other humans.

Good stew.

Comments

[eng1ne.livejournal.com]

Does this mean that you are 4 or 5 cheap drunks in one?

[azurelunatic]

Well, Naomi was bouncy and still coherent at that point, and garnetdagger was carrying on a perfectly coherent conversation. Dagger and Naomi tell me that I made Naomi go back inside because I didn't want her to get drunk.

Edified

[eng1ne.livejournal.com]

Ah.. ok. Went over and read some of dagger's blogs. I understand more now. Dagger sure has a fiercely protective group of friends. And she, in turn, of you.

I interests me that only one of you got tipsy. Difficult to explain physiologically.

Also somewhat interesting that I believe I may have a personality-gestalt opposite of you, for most of my life I was not divided from my ego, i.e. I couldn't see myself as a human entity separate from myself, much less understand other people.

But.. I'm getting better.

Re: Edified

[azurelunatic]

I think it's more a matter of control. The body was exactly the same amount of drunk; I was going with the flow, but that's not Dagger's thing; she wouldn't do that at all.

I wonder if a sufficiently advanced brain scan could map out which areas belonged to which bits, and which parts were shared.

Re: Edified

[iroshi.livejournal.com]

One night, several years ago, Chris was very, very angry with me. I forget for what; it's not important. I believe he hit the wall...I believe he may have hit his head on the door very very hard...and then he sat down and got very, very drunk. After not too very long he passed out, and then Christopher took over. He "woke up" completely sober, and Christopher and I had a very enlightening conversation. It has taken me almost three years, but I've finally convinced Christopher that I am *not* afraid of him, I'm *not* ashamed of him, and I actually like him. He doesn't quite believe that I love him as much as I love Chris (he's not sure that I love him at all, but he's growing warmer to the idea, especially since I let him hit me :), and he definitely doesn't believe me when I say that he could never actually hurt me. I trust him, and he thinks I'm a fool for that. ::shrug::

*grins*

[popefelix.livejournal.com]

I know, I know, that whole talking to other people thing is so horribly inefficient. :P

Re: *grins*

[azurelunatic]

It is, it is. Telepathy is so the way to go.