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Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 ([personal profile] azurelunatic) wrote2001-10-24 11:01 am

retrospective spine[less]

related to darkside the story of how i went into the mens' room once. after my telling of this, the time when i was sixteen or so that i stuck up for myself, he said: "You really were spineless then, weren't you."

Gave me new perspective into how far I've come since then. I never would have stood for half the shit.

it was so brave then, though. darkside could see, i hope, that having done that then took such an effort, such an astounding act of will, to barge into the mens' room to retrieve my taken property.

i can't decide whether i was brave or spineless. both, i think. suddenly becoming vertebrate.