Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 (
azurelunatic) wrote2003-08-14 11:53 pm
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Ahh, storm.
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After supper, I went swimming. I did a few laps, and noted how tired my arms were.
I always feel so much at home in the water. No wonder it was my element of choice for a time.
Came back in, and surfed around and purchased both Darkside Blues and X: Two from http://www.bn.com, as they were indeed priced as
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After that, brushed my hair and completely got rid of the tangles, then put a bead-braid in and gave myself a facial. Yay, me. Used a green clay and witch hazel mask, for those interested, and then followed up with nice hot wet washclothes. Mmm.
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Apology is good for the soul. I've felt lousy over a certain ill-tempered outburst in a paper journal for quite some time. I'd been spending a happy and quiet morning with Darkside, and I'd been nerving myself up to say something about something to him, and then Bald Guy came in and perkily monopolized the conversation, dragging Darkside's attention away from me (where it belonged) and into the game with Bald Guy. Instant anger on my part happened, and I passive-aggressively wrote words of furious cruelty in my journal -- words that Darkside saw, words that cut him. How deep I didn't realize, until I heard those same words from him self-depreciatingly some days later...
He knows, now, why I wrote those words, and while that may not ever erase the sting, at least he'll know why I said it, why I wanted to make him feel how badly it hurt.
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Basically my employee discount IS the Reader's Advantage discount when I shop online.
Now, it's in-store when it all changes. :)
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