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Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 ([personal profile] azurelunatic) wrote2003-08-19 04:32 pm
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A rune reading on the me vs. Darkside situation

Your Name: Joan
Your Date of Birth: 06/04/1980
Your Question or Information: Me vs. [his full name]

Past

Tir - Victory, leadership, success over other competitors, increase in finances, virility and passion (especially for men).

Present

Daeg - Increase and expansion, prosperity, growth, major turning points in life, turning in new directions.

Future

Ing - Fertility, successful conclusion to issue or situation, ending one cycle and beginning another.

Cast the runes here:
Rune Caster

My interpretations:

Past: he dragged me the hell out of the Shawn/BJ thing, and made me the winner in my own struggles, mostly by kicking my ass and my passionate desire to be the person that he inspired me to be.

Present: Growth, yeah. Turning points. We're drifting somewhat apart, which is only natural, and I'm making an effort to keep him as close as is practical.

Future: We may get together, or I may well drift onwards, but whatever it'll be, it'll be a natural, inevitable, and most likely calm and caring event or nonevent. It'll just happen. Naturally, and as painlessly as a parting can be, or as undramatic as a get-together can be. (It may well be parting. It doesn't break my heart to think of me being without him, just lonely -- but I could see how if I stopped loving him naturally, how being without him would be OK.)

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I wonder

[identity profile] hookncrook.livejournal.com 2003-08-20 07:55 am (UTC)(link)
Sometimes I wonder if you fixate on your love of Darkside because he is "safe", he cares for you but the relationship as he sees it will always be friendship and not deep passionate love like you feel for him.
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Re: I wonder

[personal profile] azurelunatic 2003-08-20 08:03 am (UTC)(link)
It's possible that that's a factor.

I've done that before, and then the guy wound up getting together with me. And he wasn't trustworthy. (That Idiot Shawn, anyone?)

I know it's entirely possible for me to fall head-over-heels for someone unsafe and untrustworthy. I'm unwilling to give this up unless the candidate cares more for me than Darkside does, with the same degree of trustworthiness.
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