Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
azurelunatic) wrote2003-09-14 12:47 am
azurelunatic) wrote2003-09-14 12:47 am
GLP: Crying in the Rain
A-Ha - Crying In The Rain
I'll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting me
I've got my pride and I know how to hide
All my sorrow and pain
I'll do my crying in the rain
If I wait for stormy skies
You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
You'll never know that I still love you so
Though the heartaches remain
I'll do my crying in the rain
Raindrops falling from heaven
Could never take away my misery
But since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you'll never see
Someday when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But till then, darling, you'll never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain
This was one of the songs that kept me together from January 2001 for the next year or so. I look back on that time and see it two ways: compared to what came before it, it was a blessing, a release, a wonderful lack of pressure. I was so free, so happy, happier than I'd ever been before.
Compared to now? Mentally ill, horribly unhappy, unaccustomed to life without my parents, romantically frustrated with a very weird situation...
I'm glad I got through. I've no doubt that this time in my life, I'll look back to with relief at having improved, even though I don't notice it at the moment, as a mermaid may not notice water...
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I first thought I was Whitesnake. (d'oh.)
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