Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 (
azurelunatic) wrote2003-09-19 03:29 pm
Appearances
I'm really a lot nastier and shallower than I try to let on here. I just try to look sweet. Sometimes it fools people.
Sometimes I do succeed in shutting up before I say anything that will make stuff worse.
By many of the standards I was raised to adhere to as a child, this household and I should really not be together. Yet, here I am.
It probably doesn't help my attitude that it's 3:25, and I ate breakfast six hours ago, and that was an avacado, a handful of chips, and milk-with-espresso-and-ice-and-syrup. Nor does my painful torn gum from my wisdom tooth help. Nor the edgings of a migraine.
I just wish there was someone I could vent to, locally, who wouldn't expect me to be sweetness and light incarnate, who would understand that I love these people, and who would listen to me bitch about them, then make me laugh and forget about it.
Sometimes I do succeed in shutting up before I say anything that will make stuff worse.
By many of the standards I was raised to adhere to as a child, this household and I should really not be together. Yet, here I am.
It probably doesn't help my attitude that it's 3:25, and I ate breakfast six hours ago, and that was an avacado, a handful of chips, and milk-with-espresso-and-ice-and-syrup. Nor does my painful torn gum from my wisdom tooth help. Nor the edgings of a migraine.
I just wish there was someone I could vent to, locally, who wouldn't expect me to be sweetness and light incarnate, who would understand that I love these people, and who would listen to me bitch about them, then make me laugh and forget about it.

Shallow, bitter waters
My apologies for not being more local to you. I suspect you're somewhere around Tacoma. I'm much more to the north.
Plus, I dunno if I could make you laugh. :)
Re: Shallow, bitter waters
b) I'm actually somewhere very much more in Arizona.
Re: Shallow, bitter waters
b) you're even further off than I first thought!
Hope you find somebody, though. de-stressing is an important thing, especially when one is surrounded by people one is occasionally aggravated by.