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azurelunatic) wrote2003-10-06 11:34 pm
azurelunatic) wrote2003-10-06 11:34 pm
I'm assorted varieties of evil; BWW psycho evening
So the Bitchy Witchy Week psycho-thing hit; I got frightened and tearful and tried calling first ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
shywickedpixie, then swallowtayle. Then, of course, I had to call FatherSir because swallowtayle had moved and hadn't sent me her number.
I'm still shy about calling Ro too late at night, even when I probably should. No blood, nothing pain, no damage, just stress and with that psychotic episode on top.
Wrote to Darkside; requested that he please write back. We'll see how that goes.
FatherSir listened to me vent and suggested soggy sponges placed in seats. Hee. I wish.
Talked withdeeahblita on stuff; got pyrogenic's new cell number; gave him our Temple line. He wanted to know, what was my last name. ADHD or potential marriage?
Have been reading far too muchsomebodies; have added all the entries that quote me to my memories. 27 in all, so far. I had to go into calendar view to get at the individual entries to memory them. Though that's verbing it. You'll notice that a little bit -- more than a little bit -- of the disjointed style has rubbed off on me.
I miss my beloved, and can't wait for Wednesday. I almost mentioned casually, "My girlfriend's a month older than she is," to FatherSir, but he was too busy talking. That'll be the first they would have heard of her... unless the aunts blabbed. Which they could have.
I'm still lonely, tonight. I hate it when I wake him up, because then he's an asshole. I swear, it's like he's multiple like Marah and me, only less selves-aware. Not that him, the other one.
shywickedpixie, then swallowtayle. Then, of course, I had to call FatherSir because swallowtayle had moved and hadn't sent me her number. I'm still shy about calling Ro too late at night, even when I probably should. No blood, nothing pain, no damage, just stress and with that psychotic episode on top.
Wrote to Darkside; requested that he please write back. We'll see how that goes.
FatherSir listened to me vent and suggested soggy sponges placed in seats. Hee. I wish.
Talked with
deeahblita on stuff; got pyrogenic's new cell number; gave him our Temple line. He wanted to know, what was my last name. ADHD or potential marriage? Have been reading far too much
somebodies; have added all the entries that quote me to my memories. 27 in all, so far. I had to go into calendar view to get at the individual entries to memory them. Though that's verbing it. You'll notice that a little bit -- more than a little bit -- of the disjointed style has rubbed off on me. I miss my beloved, and can't wait for Wednesday. I almost mentioned casually, "My girlfriend's a month older than she is," to FatherSir, but he was too busy talking. That'll be the first they would have heard of her... unless the aunts blabbed. Which they could have.
I'm still lonely, tonight. I hate it when I wake him up, because then he's an asshole. I swear, it's like he's multiple like Marah and me, only less selves-aware. Not that him, the other one.
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That's right, the blood and pain comes /after/ BWW. heeee
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*ninja hugs*
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And that's the problem with writing back so early in my morning... not noticing that there wasn't a comment there...