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azurelunatic) wrote2003-10-30 02:37 am
azurelunatic) wrote2003-10-30 02:37 am
I've Been High
Tonight: what an overload.
I've rarely been boggled like that before. NRE, or something like it, all over the place. (Oddly: with Darkside, the NRE has sometimes faded, but has always come back stronger than ever: is this typical? Or is it just a side effect of what looks to be an extended courtship?) I was nearly flattened. I was incoherent.
It was like being under the influence of substances -- like me on the first stages of alcohol, just after buzzed, but before truly physically impaired. Only there was no certainty that the feeling would fade as the substance left my system.
A little scary, actually. I've learned how to function around pain. This, as effectively as the attack in Triangle, left me helpless. It wasn't hostile, but it was ... incapacitating.
My words had almost left me.
...I want to learn how to function under that. I enjoy the sensation.
I've rarely been boggled like that before. NRE, or something like it, all over the place. (Oddly: with Darkside, the NRE has sometimes faded, but has always come back stronger than ever: is this typical? Or is it just a side effect of what looks to be an extended courtship?) I was nearly flattened. I was incoherent.
It was like being under the influence of substances -- like me on the first stages of alcohol, just after buzzed, but before truly physically impaired. Only there was no certainty that the feeling would fade as the substance left my system.
A little scary, actually. I've learned how to function around pain. This, as effectively as the attack in Triangle, left me helpless. It wasn't hostile, but it was ... incapacitating.
My words had almost left me.
...I want to learn how to function under that. I enjoy the sensation.