Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 (
azurelunatic) wrote2003-11-27 03:17 am
Housecleaning
Darkside was dragooned into housecleaning, or rather, helping out his mother, today.
It's so very weird. I'm hearing it from him, as he sees it through his eyes, and I'm getting the sudden double vision of what his mom is thinking.
I haven't had anything this trippy since high school when I could see it all from the teachers' perspective when the other students were complaining to me. (Now, I have to sit very still and sit on myself to keep from trying to take over my teachers' classes, sometimes.)
Still close friends. Still great with each other. I've been spilling a lot more out to him, just because he's the ... well, right now, since I've gone into isolationist mode, he's the only one I've been really letting my hair down to much. Not that what I say to him is any much more that immediate, vital, and intimate than what I say here, because I know I say that and a lot more here. But what I say to him is stuff that I only really say in person, sometimes. It feels cheap to repeat it here in public.
... I'm glad he knows what I mean about Alaska, though.
...
Me: "Speaking of which, do you know--"
Him: "I already told you, I don't know yet!"
Me: "...Actually, what I was going to ask is, do you know what day of the week the seventeenth is?"
Him: "I don't know that. :-P"
(Incidentally, it's a Wednesday.)
It's so very weird. I'm hearing it from him, as he sees it through his eyes, and I'm getting the sudden double vision of what his mom is thinking.
I haven't had anything this trippy since high school when I could see it all from the teachers' perspective when the other students were complaining to me. (Now, I have to sit very still and sit on myself to keep from trying to take over my teachers' classes, sometimes.)
Still close friends. Still great with each other. I've been spilling a lot more out to him, just because he's the ... well, right now, since I've gone into isolationist mode, he's the only one I've been really letting my hair down to much. Not that what I say to him is any much more that immediate, vital, and intimate than what I say here, because I know I say that and a lot more here. But what I say to him is stuff that I only really say in person, sometimes. It feels cheap to repeat it here in public.
... I'm glad he knows what I mean about Alaska, though.
...
Me: "Speaking of which, do you know--"
Him: "I already told you, I don't know yet!"
Me: "...Actually, what I was going to ask is, do you know what day of the week the seventeenth is?"
Him: "I don't know that. :-P"
(Incidentally, it's a Wednesday.)
