Change

[azurelunatic]

The universe is turning upside-down again. Even at half again my proper size, I'm beginning the swing around to being someone who I can think of as "beautiful". It has to do with my hair and lipstick, I think.

The mood also has to do with ... needing supper ... and also giving plasma, going shopping and not hurting for the lack of things, reading books and assorted fic all at once, knowing that I know enough makeup tricks that I don't have to scour girly magazines to figure out what to do to bring my eyes out, what to do to make me look sexy, what to do to make me look absolutely hideous.

Also, if I want to instantly get into a pensive mood, I just need to listen to "Mad World" (thank you, Shawn!), even though that wasn't the original intent.

Comments

Re: Change

[wolfieboy.livejournal.com]

Is this what happens during significant changes or is it specific to this change?

Re: Change

[azurelunatic]

I think it's a constant thing, but more evident at changes. The old bad mood swings are thrown into sharp relief by the emerging new attitude.