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Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 ([personal profile] azurelunatic) wrote2002-01-04 06:02 pm

brokenhearted?

So I've started shielding against Adam's energy, when he buzzes all warm and danger-tingly at me, and he can feel it. It bounces back at him as heat. He radiates like a lightbulb anyway, and when I reflect back at him, he can't stand the heat.

When Votania radiates back at him too, both of us in the same room, he gets all clammy and sweaty and it feels weird for him.

Last night, when my bounceback was high, Adam decided to take the other bed, because the heat coming off of me was just too furious for him to take. Why, dear? After all, it's your own energy...do you know how to deal with it?