yeah i hear you...since i'm bi, i find myself in a most difficult situation..tons of people i'm attracted to and yet since i'm married to a straight guy, it's complicated...on top of that we have a kid, which makes it even harder still..the hubby has no problem with me being bi (of course he doesn't, he's a typical male) but he puts several conditions on me, mainly that he needs to be in on the action or else i'm not allowed...plus he won't allow other guys.....i've been totally faithful to him for over 3 years, but it's tough...sometimes i wish i could just say i'm straight and that i'm not attracted to anyone else but him, but i can't fucking lie to myself and repress it...oh well....