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azurelunatic) wrote2001-05-31 10:56 am
azurelunatic) wrote2001-05-31 10:56 am
odd dreams
woke up this morning to remember that I'd dreamed that a friend of mine and I had kissed, much to our mutual surprise. Neither of us objected to it, though, and the other party did kiss back... In the dream, I wandered around for the rest of the day in a daze.
My sister says that dreams come true if you tell them before breakfast.
...Does that count if you never eat breakfast?
My sister says that dreams come true if you tell them before breakfast.
...Does that count if you never eat breakfast?
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weird me out?
I've had dreams including people from my waking life ever since I can remember, but lately they've been getting a lot less surreal.
Before, when this person's shown up in my dreams, we've had discussions about why we're not dating... very logical, well-reasoned ones, even though you might expect that in a dream, your desires and all that would be allowed to go full-out and you could do whatever you wanted to... of course we also talked about other things, but last night we were just talking, and then I reached out and kissed someone .... and my kiss was returned! and it was awkward and we really didn't know what to say to each other after that, and .... it was odd. I was elated. I ... still don't know what to think, other than that it was a very nice dream, and it would be very nice if it comes true.
Re: weird me out?
Heck no!
Either it will happen or it won't.
If they did dream it also, it probably will happen. If it will happen, it's best not to tempt fate and try to make it happen sooner by discussing it.
If they didn't dream it, even if it will happen, they *really* won't appreciate being told. Trust me here.
If it won't ever happen ... it was still a nice dream, and I don't want to spoil it by having the other participant in the dream get angry with me for dreaming something that could never be.
Even if it could never be, I'm glad I saw what could have been, because ... it could have. It might still be. It's still there in "once upon a time" land though.
...This is not my usual time to be awake. My usual time to be asleep is now.
...Let me tell you of my dreamings .... dreaming is free.... (--blondie)
Re: Heck no!
...married....
Fiance went bye-bye.
Oddly enough, fiance was a swinger... he told me (when I mentioned to him that I had a crush on such and such a person) that it was OK by him if I dated this person ... under certain conditions. Either I was to give my fiance as much or more of my romantic attention as I was giving the new person, or my fiance would be allowed to pick up chicks in bars.
...My fiance wasn't 21 yet, though, so he really couldn't go to many bars.
Re: ...married....
Re: ...married....
No kids here. I turn 21 on Monday. (my english teacher's still tripping out over that; since my roommate is 25 with a four-year-old, apparently some of the age and wisdom rubbed off on me.) Other than one hopeful someday Person and an online lover, no relationships brewing anywhere.
My ex-fiance decided that I could do anything I wanted to, because he trusted my judgement. Very cool of him -- but I had inklings that this wouldn't really fly in practice....
...who knows.
I'm having a bit of a struggle trying to remain faithful to the friend I want to eventually be with. I've gotten warning that dating certain people that I might like to date (one of my many Davids, a guy from anime club, a few someones else) would end in disaster.
...but still, it tempts me.
Re: ...married....
Re: ...married....
I've never been a stripper, but I know a lot of current and former strippers, including my favorite ex-boyfriend, the one my biosis is dating now.
Re: ...married....
strippers