odd dreams

[azurelunatic]

woke up this morning to remember that I'd dreamed that a friend of mine and I had kissed, much to our mutual surprise. Neither of us objected to it, though, and the other party did kiss back... In the dream, I wandered around for the rest of the day in a daze.

My sister says that dreams come true if you tell them before breakfast.

...Does that count if you never eat breakfast?

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...married....

[azurelunatic]

I was, once, going to get married. My fiance was this guy, I was totally in love with him (or so I thought) and then I made friends who actually liked me for who I was.

Fiance went bye-bye.

Oddly enough, fiance was a swinger... he told me (when I mentioned to him that I had a crush on such and such a person) that it was OK by him if I dated this person ... under certain conditions. Either I was to give my fiance as much or more of my romantic attention as I was giving the new person, or my fiance would be allowed to pick up chicks in bars.

...My fiance wasn't 21 yet, though, so he really couldn't go to many bars.

Re: ...married....

[punklady.livejournal.com]

yeah i hear you...since i'm bi, i find myself in a most difficult situation..tons of people i'm attracted to and yet since i'm married to a straight guy, it's complicated...on top of that we have a kid, which makes it even harder still..the hubby has no problem with me being bi (of course he doesn't, he's a typical male) but he puts several conditions on me, mainly that he needs to be in on the action or else i'm not allowed...plus he won't allow other guys.....i've been totally faithful to him for over 3 years, but it's tough...sometimes i wish i could just say i'm straight and that i'm not attracted to anyone else but him, but i can't fucking lie to myself and repress it...oh well....

Re: ...married....

[azurelunatic]

Bi too? Damn it's a small world. Religious orientation? I'd be vaguely Wiccan. You?

No kids here. I turn 21 on Monday. (my english teacher's still tripping out over that; since my roommate is 25 with a four-year-old, apparently some of the age and wisdom rubbed off on me.) Other than one hopeful someday Person and an online lover, no relationships brewing anywhere.

My ex-fiance decided that I could do anything I wanted to, because he trusted my judgement. Very cool of him -- but I had inklings that this wouldn't really fly in practice....

...who knows.

I'm having a bit of a struggle trying to remain faithful to the friend I want to eventually be with. I've gotten warning that dating certain people that I might like to date (one of my many Davids, a guy from anime club, a few someones else) would end in disaster.

...but still, it tempts me.

Re: ...married....

[punklady.livejournal.com]

why does love and lust have to be so god damn complicated? ARGH! yes i'm bi and i consider myself to be a neopagan..i've dabbled in a bit of everything though...raised christian, but have studied buddhism and satanism..finally settled on the pagan beliefs cuz that's where i was most comfortable..have read and studied the tarot for about four years..i also do transcendental meditation, a bit of spellwork, and candleburning rituals...also used to be a stripper, if that means anything...watch out conservative asses...evil lives among you..he he ha ha

Re: ...married....

[azurelunatic]

Only beginning to study everything here. Wasn't raised in any particular path.

I've never been a stripper, but I know a lot of current and former strippers, including my favorite ex-boyfriend, the one my biosis is dating now.

Re: ...married....

[punklady.livejournal.com]

..never really hung out with male strippers, just female, but then they don't have male strip clubs where i live..it's pretty sexist, ha ha huh huh...lame joke..

strippers

[azurelunatic]

They don't have male strip clubs where I'm from either -- they just had "Ladies' Night."