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Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 ([personal profile] azurelunatic) wrote2002-02-10 05:27 pm

Damn, I miss him...

Shawn, the guy I'm exceptionally ambivalent about ... well, I wrote him yesterday. My high school best friend, he was, and did some severe psychic damage upon me... and helped me through some really rough times that weren't of his making.

He wrote back. It's nice to get to know an old friend again. He was my first lover. I still miss him. Besides being my first lover, he had a hell of a sense of humor, and excellent dramatic timing. I had the words; I could give him the lines ... and he could deliver them. I still miss that.

We'll see if we wind up being friends again, after all's been said and done.