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azurelunatic) wrote2002-02-21 11:18 pm
azurelunatic) wrote2002-02-21 11:18 pm
No.
No no no no no.
I feel like a three year old, yelling and screaming and throwing a tantrum. No one's going to take me seriously. No one's going to want to hear me. This is a domestic matter, and should be kept between me and Adam.
I want to scream at him. I'm not sleeping in the same bed with him tonight, that's for damn sure. I'm not fucking him tonight. I don't know if I will in the next week. I don't want to talk to him. Not yet. Not until I have calmed down. Not until I won't throw something.
An hour later. I'm still pissed.
I adore V* just about as much as the Lady E. loves Shawn. Y'know, the one who wound up giving me paranoia, the odd nightmare, and a stutter that I have to this day, when certain topics are brought up?
I'm mad.
I feel like a three year old, yelling and screaming and throwing a tantrum. No one's going to take me seriously. No one's going to want to hear me. This is a domestic matter, and should be kept between me and Adam.
I want to scream at him. I'm not sleeping in the same bed with him tonight, that's for damn sure. I'm not fucking him tonight. I don't know if I will in the next week. I don't want to talk to him. Not yet. Not until I have calmed down. Not until I won't throw something.
An hour later. I'm still pissed.
I adore V* just about as much as the Lady E. loves Shawn. Y'know, the one who wound up giving me paranoia, the odd nightmare, and a stutter that I have to this day, when certain topics are brought up?
I'm mad.