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azurelunatic) wrote2002-02-27 12:17 pm
azurelunatic) wrote2002-02-27 12:17 pm
your final answer
got to school around 7, but still had breakfast with Darkside. Nice. Very nice.
We both tried to study. Something he said triggered one of my moments, the bad kind, and all studying ground to a halt. He can read me no matter what I do, so I let him see it after he noticed it, to eliminate the weird guessing games and get me back to normal as soon as possible.
Somehow, to my underlayer of consciousness, him walloping me means that he cares about me despite it all, perhaps not as a lover, but certainly as a friend. I went a little overboard with the hugginess today. Finals week means that it hits home harder that he and I won't be going to school together in a very short time.
I can take a lot of things, but being separated from my friends is not one of the things I do well at.
We both tried to study. Something he said triggered one of my moments, the bad kind, and all studying ground to a halt. He can read me no matter what I do, so I let him see it after he noticed it, to eliminate the weird guessing games and get me back to normal as soon as possible.
Somehow, to my underlayer of consciousness, him walloping me means that he cares about me despite it all, perhaps not as a lover, but certainly as a friend. I went a little overboard with the hugginess today. Finals week means that it hits home harder that he and I won't be going to school together in a very short time.
I can take a lot of things, but being separated from my friends is not one of the things I do well at.