azurelunatic | How can I sing when every song reminds me of you?

There are now three men in my life. Yep. Darkside, first. Then Adam. Then the third guy. I told Darkside who he was, of course, since Darkside gets to know everything. Of the three, I think of Darkside the most ideally ... but I think of the new guy as being the most romantic. Votania says the new guy is likely to sweep me off my feet if I'm not careful.

Will it last forever?

I hope to be friends forever with all three, Darkside especially. Romantically, who knows. Who cares. It's fun, and maintaining the friendships is going to be priority before maintaining romance. A dead romance may be revived between friends, if both want to do it hard enough. A dead friendship is less appetizing than a dead fish, an old dead fish.

You who I kissed yesterday... oh my. Adam's gotten far calmer on the topic, which is a Good Thing; he rationally analyzed his position and came to the conclusion that I'm serious, I'm not vengeful upon him for the V* debacle, and this is workable. He was just startled, at first...

oh my.

The thought overwhelms me. < /v > is not a specialty I ever saw myself with...