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Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 ([personal profile] azurelunatic) wrote2002-03-08 01:14 am

...I want to be beautiful.

Something about the humidity today makes me feel potentially beautiful, so I'm leaving the patio glass door open so it can drift in with the beautiful smell of rain. Adam isn't home yet. He was at Bald Guy's, and wasn't going to leave until he got the computer system up and running.

I'm waiting up. I don't know why. I'm fucked in the head.

I want to be beautiful again.

There are all these supermodels out there. I don't want to look like them. I want to look like me.

I might be looking like myself someday. Perhaps. Perhaps never.